THE MASK….. (a simple lie can shut down your life)

As I’ve been told… we should dare to dream, so we have something in live to achieve, … BUT.. how it will be if the DREAM is too HIGH too reach.. people will change, will do anything harm to others, cannot be thankful for what we have…

I know someone, who was a simple person, but has high expectation in her marriage life
As the time flows, she begin to step one level of live which is MARRIAGE…
but her dream cannot be achieved.. unfortunately her dream was ruin, and her life become miss-arable,..with the debts ..
the real life begun to appear so fast as A thunderstorm…

her dream become a nightmare… her life become A sharp knife which ready to cut out all the part of her body
her tears already dried… and her body become weak..
then something happen… the dark shadow appear and blind everything out..
she closed her heart, her eyes, her ears to everything…. and she become a very new her..

And she started her FAKE LIFE…
she put a MASK on her face to deal with the reality
Her friend become her enemy, only glamorous things open her eyes…
she feel heartless to anyone that tried to help her
she only listen to everyone who make her happy
she fill her life with her dream before without seeing a reality

at the end…
nothing can change her..
she live with her mask life
living as a pretender…
point out everything but her.. to blame…

do you think, how it can be???
it would be YOU…if you dream something that cannot achievable
it would be YOU, if you cannot face the reality and start act of it
it would be YOU, if first start as a pretender.. then you will pretend for the rest of your life

SO, guys.. out there..
STOP BEING A PRETENDER

Every cloud has its silver lining

Problem always occurs in our life.. im sure everyone has experienced of facing a problem, rite.. but as God promises us.. He would never leave us alone…

St Paul mentioned in his letter, he said that if you walk with God then you have nothing to be feared about. as He puts the problems according to the size.., he put it in few parts

First, the enemy that surrounds you but cannot hurt you because the spirit is guiding you.. . We’ve been surrounding, but not surrounded

secondly, the enemy that block your way… but remember if you still in God;s way.. you might see a small light to see your next step…If God seems to close his door, he always open A window.

Being torched but not being left alone.. because the guardian always be by your side. Your enemy might hit and take you down, but they cannot make you lose.

Sometimes people failed to stay in their faith, because they think that walk with Jesus means, there is no problem or enemy that tried to hurt them..
They are wrong… because sometimes a problem or enemy is something that GOD puts you to make you stronger…

I Believe in every problem, there is something that we can learn.. about life and wisdom and KARMA.. ; as i remembered about my life..every problem that i faced..always make a good thing after… it might be at the same time, 1 year..or 5 years…

so…believe it and be STRONG..because there always be a silver lining in ever cloud

I met an Archangel.. and fall in love with him

It was just last year, when i had a terrible situation… being left out by someone I love, and at the same time .. also being left out by friends that connect me to him..I was so lost… dont know what to do.. try to find him everywhere.. everytime.. I cannot think clearly.. in my mind, i was just trying to understand and trying to find him…oh.. my life was so miserable … hurt, terribly sad, cannot work properly…. hm. i couldn’t describe it into words…. but i was on the deep sadness …….. i weep so much that i cannot breath and i screamed silently… it was soo horrible.. i fell that i have no night without crying..

Since i’m a catholic.. i did lots lots and lots of prayers.. ask Jesus to find him.. novena, rosary, church.. every way to find him.. if i should jump , i would do.. because i love him so much..

Then, one day .. in my sleep… i dreamed… that some one.. male.. with shiny curly blond hair… in white long dress.. he was shinning….a very bright light so that you couldn’t even see his face..
at that time, he was just looked at me.. and silent…

Beside him, i saw one child cowered near him.. very sad.. i thought he was crying.. and suddenly he turned .. and walked to the child.. and hugged him from behind…peacefully…

I was awake in the morning but i could not forgot what i have dreamed of ,.. so at the office.. i browse pictures under angel.. but i saw …. lots of porn there 🙂 named angel.. (hm.. that surely not what i saw ) .. then i search under name of archangel… ..after pages and pages.. then one picture made me freeze…… it was shown what ive seen.. in my dream.. short hair, curly.. and peaceful face… and when i looked his name.. it says…RAPHAEL….

at first i dont know much about Raphael. i read his story… . and found out that Raphael is the angel of love, travel and sickness..
on the second time, i froze.. LOVE??? …. that was the situation i was dealing with.. that day….. i lost my love… love made me lost my soul…… then i understand what my dream meant to me…Raphael wanted to say .. that he was there for me.. .. beside me.. comforting me… and always be there..

it took time for me, to release me from my sadness… but i know and believe.. . he will find me LOVE as he did before..

I still pray to him, till now.. oh Raphael,.. i love you…my archangel